Thursday, September 09, 2004

feeling down

i'm feeling moody again. looking at myself now.

i'm not good enough. not doin good enough. not workin hard enough. i'm just nothing.

what have i done with my money? what have i done with my time? jus what have i achieve in life that i can proud of?

is there anything, at all?

i'm depressed. let me be. it'll go away. mebe a few daz, mebe a few mths. watever.

8 Comments:

At September 9, 2004 at 1:49 PM, Blogger eisburg said...

Sometimes it just take some praise from a stranger to make yourself feel good. I feel that you got talent in cosplay. Your home make costume always surprises me. BTW I saw you having lunch on Monday at the Army Market with your friends. Didn't call you as I'm in a hurry to report back to work. Late already ;p

 
At September 9, 2004 at 2:28 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

et tu brute?

Yun

 
At September 9, 2004 at 3:28 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

First of all muz see evaluate what makes u moody.. :P PMS is it? ;x read the bible for comfort..maybe now u r thinking wad r u working for etc..? where is the fulfillment in it..rite haha :)
anyway u done urself great..look how many ppl wld actually dare to skydive n u did it..rite..n ur cosplays u r great. u design ur own costumes..so who says u r not gd enuff? dun compare urself so much with others..be contented with yourself n tt u r gd enuff k!! :) ..Let Lord lead your way..
u trying ur best liao.. =)
try volunteering ur time :P then u feel better when u look ard u tt others r not as fortunate as u r in some sense..u wld feel tt u r lucky to be u who r etc :P
ahgiggs

 
At September 9, 2004 at 5:30 PM, Blogger ningyou said...

ahgiggs... i knw all these... pls spare me the theory for now ~:)

 
At September 12, 2004 at 4:06 PM, Blogger Stardust80 said...

lol* Why does that sound so familar??

**Mive gives Lolita a HUGE HUG & lets go just before she runs out of breath** =P

I'll say this.. You have GREAT TALENT. Both in graphic arts, both design and fashion. You have a lot of ennergy and motivation. May be the time isn't right yet but I do know you can make it!! Ganbatte! You've always improved yourself & grown at your own pace. You'll get there. SO YOU ARE SOMETHING!!!

May be the pace isn't what you think is ideal but may be it's right pace at the moment coz it balances nicely? It's not a good idea to burn out too soon.

Money? If you really want, you can set up some special fund with a bank or insurance agent. Or may be buy some bonds.. Time? Ah Nia! You did more things that I WANTED to do than I ever got round to leh! What toking you?! You are like superWOMAN now sia!

Is there anything? YES. You've a dog that loves you, a mom who watches out for you, people who admire your talent and many friends who LOVE & REMEMBER YOU! And I'm one of them! You are a friend who's been there for me on several occasions and you're patient & non-judgmental, qualities which I really appreciate.

If you need to, may be you wanna find some way to let out your depression coz' feeling down is normal but if you cannot tahan, don't forget that I'm still around. I'm not about to let you disolve into nothing. If all I can do is listen, then I'll listen. If I can do something about it, I'll do it.

 
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